My Parents' Visit

It was such a huge blessing to have my parents come visit us a few weeks ago. They got to meet Norah, the newest addition to our family, and bond with all three grandkids this time.

Every time my parents come, I am reminded of just how blessed I am to have parents who love and fear the Lord. I know my sister said this in her blog, but it's so true that every blessing in my life is somehow a direct result of their faithful prayers for me. I hope that one day, Lord willing, Norah can say that about my prayers for her!

Mom got to stay for two whole weeks, which I think is the longest she has ever stayed with us! She was such a servant, cooking up delicious korean food and helping with the baby. Spending time with her was so sweet. Somehow, when mom is near, everything in life seems to be okay. No worries, just security and comfort. It's crazy to think that now I am a mommy to little Norah and that I will be that same source of comfort to her. How can that be? I feel like I am still a little baby (Ray can attest to that..haha), and now I am experiencing the burdens and joys of motherhood myself!

It was, and always is hard to say "bye" to mom and dad. I wish that they lived closer, but I know in my heart that the relationship me and my sister enjoy with them is due to the fact that they aren't closeby. God has been so good to our family. I see how faithful the Lord has been and it makes my heart well up with thankfulness.

Now that mom is gone and Ray's back at work, I feel like I am living "real life" now. I'm the one in charge of Norah during the day, and sometimes I admit it's really daunting and overwhelming caring for such a little one. What's been sweet, though, is that I really sense the Lord's nearness throughout the day. Even when I haven't been faithful to seek after him, I know he is near, loving me unconditinally and concerned about all of my little worries. I see all the more now how I need to depend on him for every thing in life, big and small. I am so helpless and my faith is so weak, but that's precisely why the Lord is near - he knows I can't do anything without him!

Thank you for coming, grandma and grandpa! See you in Hawaii soon!!

She's growing already

We went to the doctor today for Norah's two week check up and turns out she's already gained a whole pound! She's now 7 lbs 9 oz and 20 inches long. Our little girl is already growing! We're so thankful that she's growing and doing well. I'm learning to cherish these times when she's a little baby.

Here are some recent photos. The last one is proof that she is eating well. :)

A Baby Story

When I was pregnant I would watch TLC's "A Baby Story" and always end up in tears when the baby was born. I wondered what my own baby story would be like as anticipation welled up inside of me. Only the Lord knew what my labor and delivery would be like so I had no choice but to lift it up to Him and trust that He knew best.

Ray and I really wanted to go to CBC's annual retreat. We made it for the first night and thought maybe Norah would wait just long enough for us to stay. Norah, on the other hand, had plans of her own. After a long night of strong but irregular contractions, I woke up with the feeling that labor would happen soon. As soon as I told this to Ray, I felt my water break at 7:30 a.m. We rushed to the hospital and by 8 am I was having strong and regular contractions...craziness!

We got to the hospital by 9 am after making a McDonalds detour for some sausage mcmuffin with egg. I was a sight to behold - a 9 month pregnant lady stuffing her face with McDonalds in the car inbetween painful contractions. I couldn't help by laugh at myself. Anyways, when we got to Cedars Sinai I was admitted to the pre-labor room where I experienced contractions for another 2 1/2 hours until I got the epidural around 11 am. By then I was 4-5 cm dilated. I was then given a the smallest dose of pitocin to help things along and moved to the actual labor and delivery room. One important note: I LOVE EPIDURAL!!! Praise God for the comforts of modern medicine. I don't think I could've gone through without it. :)

After the epidural it was just a matter of waiting. We expected to be ready to push around 8 pm since the nurses said it takes about 1-2 hours to dilate just one cm. So, I got comfortable and enjoyed Cedars' delicious italian ice pops. At 3 pm I had a fun conversation with my sister on the phone where I told her I still had to wait a while, and got another exam as soon as I hung up. Lo and behold, by 3:15 or so I was fully dilated and Norah was ready to come out!! I couldn't believe it all happened so fast. Doctor Sumen arrived at 3:45 and after about four sets of pushes, Norah emerged into this world at 4:09 pm. God was SO gracious to have me push for only 20 minutes - something that rarely happens with your first baby.

The doctor put Norah directly onto my belly after she was born and though I thought I would be bawling, I was actually laughing and just utterly relieved and amazed that she was healthy and that everything had gone so smoothly. Ray bravely cut the umbilical cord as the nurses cleaned up the baby. Having my baby in my arms was such a precious moment that I will truly cherish.

That's the birth story in a nutshell. We stayed at the hospital for 2 nights and came home on Monday morning. Since then it seems like it's been one long day. God is definitely giving us grace, though, despite all of the physical and emotional difficulties. When I'm tempted to give in to discouragement and sadness, I know that the Lord is near. I've been meditating on the Psalms and especially Psalm 24. God is my refuge and I know that He will continue to strengthen us for ALL that we need. I know we'll look back on this time with warm fuzzies, even though it's difficult now.

Praise God for His wonderful blessings. We can't believe we have a daughter and that we are parents!

Introducing Norah Sae-Yeon Kim!

Norah was born at 4:09 p.m. on Saturday, September 5.
6 lbs, 8 oz
19 inches long

Praise the Lord for such a beautiful gift. He is so good and faithful!

Coming soon: Jane's birth story

Some Recent Pictures

Here are some pictures of Norah's room. I wanted to go for a soothing, feminine look that wasn't overly girly. Hope she likes it!

My belly at 37 weeks!